and sometimes i'm cold.
i'm having strange cravings.
spoonfuls of olive oil.
am i pregnant with the next part of my life?
is the bulge in my belly
a creative embryo
pulsating with the life force of what i'm currently dreaming?
sometimes i'm hot.
like a quality gas stove
when each blue flame is equally lit to perfection
the heat grows steadily as it's cranked up.
i still experience random air drops into my bloodstream
from who the fuck knows where.
orgasms feel necessary
for my overALL lubrication
i can tell when i'm in a self-pleasuring cycle
cuz my body hurts in new places.
(it really IS easier to reach the places deep within the VAG
with a penis)
i am grateful to be flexible.
i seem to get my body in to quite the pretzel
to reach the depths.
am i any closer to knowing what's actually happening in my body?